THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR CALLING AND WISHING ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND LEAVING MSGES....i FEEL SOOOOO LOVED...i love you guys. 

Thanks Kristineeeeeeeeee, Sayeeda, Katrina, Lora, AMIIIIIIII, MARGIE, NIKITAAAAAAAAAAA, courtney, kuhu, and alll the other u of m people!!!!!!!!! THank you guys, you people are toooooo awesome.  ohhh..and my cousin in callii! 

I'm gonna go get a tatoo, piercing, watch some porn, buy some cigarettes....or just go and take a exam... :(

newayzz...thanks everyone!

Classes started today.  It was okay.  Chem was sooooo freakin boring....acutally i think it was the lighting.  it was really dim cuz they had the projector on.  Made me really really wanna sleep.  It was a huge lecture hall...must have alteast had like about 700 kids in there.  people were sitting on the stairs cuz it's soo filled up.  I already have hw- bunch of reading and excercises.  yuck.  soo sleepy. 

I miss welcome week.  I partied 4 nights in a row.  stayed out till like 3-5 in the morning.  not that everynight was really fun cuz of cops stopping like every party.  geez...it was annoying.  and cuz of other reasons. 

but okay, i g2g do some stuff....

I'VE LIVED WITHOUT THE INTERNET AND TV FOR THE PAST FIVE DAYS!!!! 

i dunno how i did it.  i did know how to set up the internet and the tv cable isn't long enough...so i make it for 5 days without either one!!!

i just got online and i was like, omg, the internet, it's xanga....i had a moment.

so newayzz...college is funnn...it's an experience...partying, taking the buses, walking....WALKING EVERYWHERE....i've never walked so much in my life. 

and ofcourse some strange events and experineces as well.  I MISS MY FRIENDS BACK IN TROY!!!! esp sayeeda and kristine!

well i g2g, just happy to see xanga again..

I'M AT U OF M!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  moving in was an experinece.  kripa and i came here in my cousin's jeep and kripa's stuff was in it so we went to kripa's building first and took stuff to her room and all and then we waited for my parents for EVER!!!!!!!!! my parents were lost for so long...they cannot follow directions.  then finally we left and went to my building and dropped some of my stuff off and my cousin left and i waited for my parents and EVENTUALLY they got there and we unpacked and all that.  then we went to lunch to this mexican restaurant and ate.  everywhere we went, we got completely lost...it was soo sad.  and then we dropped kripa off and my dad started crying...i was like omg...i got teary but i don't think my dad noticed....and then we went to my building and they wanted to see my room agaain...and my roomate was there and my parents and her parents met and all that.  then my parents left, but thank god my dad didn't cry again..but he was really sad....

after they left, i helped my roomate's parents set up the carpet and rearrange the furniture and all that. they're sooooo unbelievably nice and helpful...they're soooo increadibly sweeett.  after i had to leave and get dinner which i almost missed...and by the time i went back to my room, they had set up my computer wires and extension cords and microwave....so sweet.  my roomie is soooo unbelievably nice too.  she's in school of nursing. 

so last night after i set up my room and everything  i went out central campus w/ nishas, her roomie and whole bunch of people from athens and other new people...we went to the wendy's at the union and talked.  getting from north campus to the union...omg, everyone's soooo lost, kept running into people from highschool and all that and no one knew where to go.  its' sooo sad.  i saw so many people here from ahs, like david chen, malissa sia, jimmy mahn, stephanie servin, polina, sara b., sohil, kim ruelle, albert, jen, lots o' people.  nisha is in my building and we were heading back w/ her roomate (who's name is anjali and seh is the coooolset)  got lost sooooo much at like 1 in the morning we were walking around nowhere.   then i went back to my room and talked for awhile w/ my roomie.

woke up at 7:30 in the morning cuz i couldn't sleep at all and took a shower, got dressed and headed to central again to buy books.  i didnt' know how to activate my tcf card and that was quite an adventure- getting that to work.  omg, i pulled 200 dollars out of the atm and i had thirty in my wallet...ALL GONE!  books are soooo FREAKIN expensive.   and that doesn't even include any of my chemistry which is about another 250 or something...omg i wanna go die somewhere. 

okay, gonna go have lunch w/ nisha and all.  maybe go check out the rec center later.

yesterday wehn i went to dinner i didn't anyone there cuz i went along, and i met THE CUTEST GUY EVER...he was this foreign exchange student from Mexico and he has the whole shaggy hair and retro look and all that.  god he was soo cute and shy and all that.  it's soo awesome here cuz everywhere i go, i meet people.  i just randomly start talking to everyone.  everyone's sooooo nice.  like on the bus, i'll just start talking to the people next to me and in the elevators we'll start talking.  that's sooo awesome.

maybe, i'll party tonight.  i'm excited for everyone to come visit us here! g2g, call me cell.

Oh dear, my time is up.....my last day in Troy.  I was pretty excited all day while i was packing/ doing some random errands. 

Sighhh...i dunno what to say.  sayeeda was gonna come visit, but that didn't work out.  i'm going to miss my friends, i'm going to miss my parents, esp my MOMMY....
But i am looking foward to being independent and on my own.  which is both good and bad.....FREEDOM COMES WITH RESPONSIBILITY!

i'm just really dreading classes....i'm dreading studying. 

I talked to my cousin in cali today for awhile....i love her, she's sooo funny.  apparently, my little cousin in India has a girlfriend and he's only 14 and he goes clubbing w/ his girlfriend.  God!  that killed me, geezz....what the hell.  and this is all in the land of anti-guy/girl relations.  i mean, when i was young, i taught this kid how to lie, how to be disrespectful and all that cuz he was sooo innocent and then i turn around and he's all grown.  it's just very nostalgic and sad.  i feel like i've missed out on his and his sister's life soo much.  nuthing much i can really do.

we have soo much stuff that my parents might have to end up making two trips to get everything up there.  Since there is the two of us, i know things are going to be really crazyyyy!  dropping one person's stuff off and gettin in time to set up my stuff and then making making a second trip and then maybe having lunch w/ my parents and my cousin...dunno how things will work out....hope it doesn't get too hectic.

i was going to write a long letter to all my friends and tell them everything they've meant to me and how much i'll miss them, but then decided against it, cuz i don't want this to be the end of our friendship or anything....i wanna meet new people and make new friends and all...but i was lucky enough to have friends that were great enough for me to wanna stay friends w/ them for a long time.  

this is all soo stressful cuz there are so many little things that i have to remeber to do...buying books is gonna be soo freakin expensive and annoying...esp. cuz i dunno if my brother is gonna buy em online or not.  

well w/e....hope college isn't too hard and depressing, hope i can get into the studying mode.  hope i can figure stuff out on my own and everything. 

welll i gotta go, good luck to anyone else who is moving out/ starting college....hope college is a great experience for all of you....hope you meet amazing people and have some awesome experiences.....remember, "courage is the ability to let go of the familiar."